Balance

Okay,enough of the whining shit.Man,I can't believe I was so bloody stupid to be affected so badly that day and even to the extent of thinking the devil has cursed me(what the hell?).What was I thinking-ruining my own life and spirits with increasingly consuming thoughts of the worst imaginable nature.It's a wonder I don't go crazy(ha,maybe I am.who knows?)
It's time to grow up and be more matured,write sensible stuff and not spill the precious blog over with incessant,dumb,roll-your-eyes complains that ain't even true but were unfortunately made true by my own emo-mindedness(what the shit...?)It's high time to achieve a balance.I was slogging through the dumb econs essay,in preparation for the even-more-dumb econs test coming up,when I realised,fuck it!I have completely no fucking idea on what to write and how to start!Flip goes the lecture notes:why the hell must the MR curve cut the LRAC(or is it the MC?shit...I need my notes again)curve at the minimum point?Why is the MES shaped that way?What's up with the long-run equilibrium graph of the monopolistic competitive firm-it looks like a freaking hairy spider for shit's sake!I'm seriously dead,there won't be much time to catch up.*sighs*
And I really have to work on my sprints,man!I have to run faster instead of settling into the comfort of long slow runs!The self training of 8x900m today was horrible-horrible timings!Ughx,open the strides wider,lift your legs up more,don't land on the side of the heels,keep arms at the side,concentrate on breathing,ignore the fire from the sun,heck the burning in eyes when pespiration enters...It will be a long road ahead,but I am ready and will willingly undertake the training,for running is what drives me,for now.
It's late,dammit, and there's econs tomorrow*grumbles in frustration*I need the brain power to stay awke and focused!