In the dark...

No stars in the sky
One light in the dark
I can't see anything except my face.
Nobody heard me
Nobody wants to listen
Nobody is awake
My voice is just lost in the dark.
In their world
I'm not alive
But I'm shouting in the dark
I'm shocking in the dark
I'm hitting in the dark.
I want to swallow the whole darkness.
I'll rip the dark
With my black knife...
I saw a bleeding line!
A shining line
It's the ending of my life

They just won't understand me...why is it always so difficult for us to communicate and compromise some things? I'm not asking you guys to give in fully to me-I understand a certain amount of compromise on my part is needed,but you guys have to give some leeway too! :( I's just so restricting to be around...I feel like a prisoner,always ready to get picked upon and scolded for the most trivial of matters. I mean come on, give me a break! Not everything I do is wrong!

Vesak Day tomorrow...DAMMIT...which means they both will not be working and instead stay at home and criticise me right from the momment I wake till I fall dead on my bed...*sighs* I'm gonna have to hatch an escape plan...grab anyone who is free and hang out,chill,even to mug...I rather that than to face them! And it's going to be sneaky...All the best man *crosses her fingers*

All I have to offer is solitude and silence.
No accomplishments to speak of,
having never finished anything
worth finishing
except bad relationships
and good friendships
I now regret not keeping.
Those I feel closest to
are the farthest away from me
while I keep myself distant
from those who are near.
If all you seek is solitude and silence,
this I can promise you without breaking.
I only ask, in return, to be allowed
my silence and solitude from you.