Why is it always raining when you least want it to and scorching when you would rather it rain?Ah,life's like that eh?The best solution:rain during the night!That way,we all can have a cooling sound sleep and the rest of the activities during the day would not be affected.But alas,nobody can do that *resigned smile* just wishful thinking on my part I guess.it really sucks to hear the thunder rumbling during econs lecture and seeing the dull gray sky saturated with evil rain afterwards.UGH!Intervals training was cancelled today...Oh well...enough of complaining about something that I have no control over.
Haha,Jon Heng was such a LOSER today(no offence man...really*smiles*).He spent ages waiting for his drumlets to be fried and we just sort of hung out at the canteen sharing secondary school anecdotes...and when he realised they are finally done,he was beaten flat by the crosser guys(who are obviously faster,haha)who whisked away all the food before he could even walk to the stall!*big laugh*And when he was back complaining and gesturing,he was greatly pitied by the ever-sympathetic Yi Wen who held up a half-eaten drumlet and offered it to him...!Oh man...I have never laughed so hard in so many weeks!
It's great...I'm getting more numb by the day...and I'm really grateful for that.It is kinda refreshing to not think too much about everything and anything and letting my mind work overtime and eventually killing myself with my thoughts.How stupid can that get?Void and chasm...that's what I shall look to from now on.
Yesterday I enjoyed Fear's company.
We loved each other
Deeply.
Today I am enjoying Doubt's company.
We love each other
Strongly.
Tomorrow I shall enjoy Will's company.
We shall love each other
Unreservedly.
My dear Sarah,GET WELL SOON!Let this rough patch be only temporary and that you will not be so affected by all those things.I guess we are kinda similar in the way we let our thoughts consume us,so much so that we let them get in the way of our lives.We must learn to be numb,and void,and be a bit detached sometimes...it won't help to keep the recurring thoughts within us,it's restricting.Hope you cheer up and may happiness pervade both our lives!
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