How often have you heard of life-changing expereinces that turn one's life completely around? Some may be for the better,some for the worse,Amen,but they never fail to invoke feelings of wonders and amazement,and more unfortunately,regret. How can one change so much?
Today was my first time attending church service at Tabernacle of Joy,after long forbiddance from parents,who were much against the religion. I can't blame them for having the wrong impression though-they had rather bad experiences with the fanatics...But the point is,going to church rocks! :D Finally,someplace where I felt I really belonged,and Love was just so thick in the air,together with His heavenly presence. Oh praise the Lord!
On another note,warning to everyone out there,DO NOT JOIN TWO CCAS. Especially if you have stronger committment to one,because sometimes the need to compromise certain trainings for another can leave you feeling like shit. It was supposed to be whacking intervals for cross with the chummy crossers tomorrow,yet I have to sacrifice that to go for full hockey training(where I don't very much belong either) *sighs* It really sucks to see your friends running so hard,while you are stranded on the pitch,behind layers of insulating,sweat-drenched(and yes,stinky) plastic and just waiting for the ball to come whacking you. And all the time your heart yearns to be with your friends,longing to join them in the tough training and hopefully,share the pain together,and then share the joy after the whole training is completely overcome. What can beat that feeling?
Looks like I have to do the intervals alone in the afternoon,braving the merciless sun...But then again,I'm sure God has a plan for me,and something good will always come out of such seemingly bad things. Amen.
