Poematric

Love-Dawn Will Darn Hearts That Are Torn
On love I have full trust
By it, my heart will not rust
It will force me to digest
And using love, I will adjust

On love I can surely rely
As love is truth not a lie
Love helps me fly Sky-high
A loveless heart is totally dry

On love I can write a thesis
As love is life’s main axis
Love can solve any crisis
Love alone can create an oasis

On love is built an Empire
As love alone can usefully inspire
Please love soon, life may expire
Enjoy love’s fruits, before you retire

On love depends a pure heart
As such a heart, only love can comfort
Greatest lessons, only love can impart
Please to love now start, time is short

On love never put the blame
By giving excuses that are lame
As you will derive only shame
Your loveless heart, use love to tame

On love never develop hatred
As such an act is not sacred
If your love account goes red
Become impure your blood and head

On love if your faith deepens
Definitely a miracle happens
As before love, lose strength weapons
Heaven exchanges all love-coupons

On love if faith vanishes
Peace to mind, time banishes
By love alone, anguish diminishes
Comforts of Heaven, love furnishes

On love lies, my whole hope
I am tied with love by belief-rope
Whether the path is steep or a slope
Love and I find in each other vast scope.

Ahhh the releasing of feelings to be poured into a emotionally settling poem. The grinding of brain juices, the itching of fingers, the poruing of sweat and blood...it is all worth the trouble seing the complete reproduction. The same feeling as a mother looking at her new-born? Or maybe like Alexander Graham Bell hearing his assistant's voice over the first telephone?

Love propels some, repels others. Here's tribute to everyone who has been touched by this prevalent,mysterious feeling.

Food for thought

Reality
If you need a place, in this reality
Just to be yourself, while everything seems awfully
To cry, to scream, to relief your heart
When you feel your world is falling apart
I will be right here, to wait and hope
And I will gently remove the rope
Which lies and tightens around your neck
Pull you away, and of course I’ll check
The light in your eyes is fading away
Turning black, turning cold, clearly with dismay
Your heart feels far away, gone to disappear
I want you to stay, I want you near
I smile at you, and try to remember
What it was like, no need to go further
Loneliness and sadness passing by
Hand in hand, with tears in the eye
Drowning in words, unnecessary pain
No need to describe, no need to complain
Your eyes are open, lightning once more
Watching, sparkling, just like before
I’ll hold you in my arms, hold you tight
Tell you, that we, together, have won this fight

Crossroads

What do you do when you find yourself immersed in the deepest crossroads of your life? You ponder as hard as you can. You weigh the pros and cons. You consult friends and family. But ultimately nothing can influence your decision as much as you yourself. What if you want something so badly yet you know deep in your heart you will not be able to achieve it? Will you still fight all you can manage for it, or let it slip past you, like the wilting of a faded flower?

DESIRE. Just how badly do you want it? Search your heart and soul, reach inside the darkest most abyssmal depths and wring out your innermost dreams. Never be afraid to dream big, beacuse the human spirit is much stronger than what you expect. It is what you have inside you, the character, that is so valuable, so priceless. So what if people around you are constantly dumping throngs of wet blankets to douse the fire within you? Rise up and fight back. Never let the shining desire within you be affected by the inexplicable circumastances that life throws at you. Ultimately, people respect you for what you have within you and not what you possess.

I'm going to get what I want. It is my goal, and nothing can stop this wild beast from tearing apart the cages imposed by others.

Back from a break

I have decided to restart my blogging life. After a long absence from the blogosphere, I return to find more inspiration in posting my thoughts and my daily doses online. Not for the purpose of letting people read, but for the rejuvenative purpose of unleashing a huge bottle of locked emotions. Maybe it is the idea of venting it out on a lifeless, unanswerable computer that really sets me ticking, or maybe it could be that there are no other avenues of release.

The consumptive, overwhelming hand of emotion reaches out and grabs me by the throat, forcefully letting the pain sear throughout the entire body and mind. Sometimes the paralysing surge of emotions is much faster and more potent than most psychologists can ever diagnose. Imagine surging deeply into a dwelth of darkness so bleak that no light can ever penetrate through, leaving one panting and grasping on to the last shreads of happiness. Imagine being suffocated daily by your own thoughts that hold illimitable dominion over everything, even external circumstances. Imagine having to dream and wish, yearn and fight, struggle and grasp, yet all you achieve is but trailing shreds of hope, bearing the tendencies of slipping out of your fingers so easily...

Spiralling deep down down down into the chasm of hopelessness destroys even the strongest man. Desire and knowing THE desire is what keeps people alive. Yet when the flaming torch of passion gets fizzled out slowly, day by day, one starts wondering if there is really a realistic, achievable hold to the once burning want. Fight on, or kill the dream? I stand clueless beyond the looming cloud of dilema, as the unfavourable circumsances close in.