The novelty of the situation

Oh how ironic and frustrating! If only he could probe further and check deeper, he will find it! What am I to do now? So helpless and frustrated by the slowness of the situation and how so many factors are just there, seemingly deliberate in stopping this highly anticipated union. What now? What can I do? Nothing, but to wait and see how things will turn out. Cross my fingers and pray, maybe...

Let things turn out the way they should, naturally. Nothing can be done to speed things up, nor to delay or slow things down. If it is right, it is right. No point fretting over it. Come off it girl!

What I hate the most is not being able to do anything about it! I like to be in control, take things into my own hands, do things the way I want it, be independent. I hate having to leave things up to others, to time and to nature. But for this, I'm really at a loss...

Shucks.