How much hurt can one take?

Wow. Didn't they say life is supposed to be full of ups and downs? How come it's only downs for me?

How much further down can I go?

I never knew I could hurt so much. I never knew a heart can be broken so badly. I never knew things can change so badly, so fast.

Guess I didn't know a lot of things. And I have to learn them now. The hard way.

God help me.