A new beginning

I have lived 19 years of my life. If you ask me how I felt about it, I won't deny that I have really been very blessed. I thank God for my parents, my brothers, my friends who have watched my growth into adulthood, be it racked with the joyous triumphs or plagued with disappointing defeats. That's what life is all about isn't it?

Yet I have to say, life wasn't lived to the fullest, and I'm not going to do the juvenile whining and putting blame on others. I only have myself to blame. For it is my own life, with decisions that are made by only me, myself and I.

Now that I have made an irreversible decision to attain something permanent and un-doable, I have no regrets. I feel that I am finally taking control of my life and living it the way I want it to be. No more conforming to what society imposes on us. No more sweety pie, I'm-such-a-good-girl image.

It's my life. Whether you love it or hate it, I don't give a fuck.