Recuperation

I don't know what to term today as-good or bad or in between(if there is such thing)?The problem is,after yesterday's shocking blow,I still seem to be recuperating and man,I need a hell lot of time for that hell-sucking feeling to completely subside.Were there any reedemptions today?Seems like it,but I'm going to tell myself not to fall into that "great expectations" trap and end up feeling worse than hell-suck.I might as well be as pessimistic as possible and connotate everything in my life with thoughts so negative I can make all cynical old goots envious.
I should really stop all these unprofitable ramblings and carry on with my life.It's not just about that,there are so many other things to live up to and to fulfill,and I must say,I realise I have wasted a hell load of my time.It's really the moment to pull myself together and focus hard on important things at hand.
Quite slack today,thank goodness there wasn't any Chinese lesson*big sigh* and Literature was pretty mind-soothing with all the artsy background on the Renaissance.I'm especially amazes by the melting clock artpiece,it's super IMBA!Wonder how those guys drew them back then,with only their brilliant imaginations and bristle paintbrushes to work with*winces*
Big apology to Faith for getting her into slight trouble with Mr Tan!I shouldn't have asked her to follow me up to the bikes in her uniform,and Qian has already warned us beforehand!Oh stupid stubborn me,feeling damn guilty and bad now...
Had a great time hanging out with my class today,they rock beyond words and provided me much needed comfort and laughter from the darkness experienced yesterday.Good game,Sean and Qian,at the igloo,but Sean gotta train harder and stop getting ambushed by Otto-san!LOL it was amazing!And thanks for spending time, Xiang and Qian, playing pool(I called it snooker,it's the same thing yea?).Qian was super IMBA,and damn pro!I must get her to teach me someday man!
Thank goodness for friends,I don't know how bad it would have been otherwise.Life seems to get brighter,just a faint glimmer of hope,but it is woth clinging on and believing I can see the light at its brightest someday...
Training tomorrow,X-country rocks!