Think twice!

Oh my dream shoes...nike air max 360!

Labour Day tomorrow...no school, great time to catch up on my work and sleep -something which I have been so mercilessly deprived of for the past few days-just look at my hanging eyebags as dark as the rings of the China panda-not a pretty sight,ughx.

Today's training ended late,but more of the time was spent hanging around and laughing with the crossers,it was great.Thanks Sarah for your cool sharings,I think I gained some insight and inspiration to pursue what I really want!The major problem just lies with the success rate...hmm...but hey,anything is worth a try and it would be worse if I know I didn't give it a shot-would be kicking myself in the arse for being such a coward.*crosses her fingers*Liyin get well soon!I miss your bubbly presence and your ultimate lame jokes!

I have to improve more more more on my sprints-was so demoralised at my timings for 300m,nearly 12s slower than the supposed timing!I was like,dumbfounded,and told myself,come on!But the next few runs were even worse,either status quo or they worsened.UGHX.Maybe it's due to the distance and having to mainain the speed I had(which is considered kinda max for me) when doing 150m.Hmm,shoulders back and forth!Not sideways!Maybe I should really run with the bathing towel around my arms,as what Sarah's coach forced them to do,to humiliate myself so I can learn faster and better.*bites her lip*

I'm really improving my mindset and that is an achievement man!*claps*I no longer think that much about THAT,and normally what happened today would have sent me into the abyssmal pits of hell,but hey,it ain't that bad,finally!Sure I do feel lousy at times,but that feeling no longer domineers me,I seem to be in control.Ignore me then,see if I care,I'm not gonna get affected by your condescending ways*smiles*really,there's more to life than just THAT.

Time to go,the econs tutorial seems to be screaming at me :(