Look up in the clouds...

...and see the brilliant light filtering through like fingers of gold. Beautiful picture that is inherent of a thousand implicit meanings *hint hint:lit students* It's like releasing a gush of water from a previously clogged tap,or letting out rank air from an overstretched balloon,or opening the doors of an examination hall after the final paper and having throngs of students squeezing out. The idea behind it? Read between the lines and the similar motif among all three scenarios is indeed obvious,like white dots among a sea of black.

Trust, earned or lost
Do you have it from the beginning?
Do you earn it,
does it take long?
I think trust is earned and lost,
it must never be questioned...
For questioning trust is questioning your friend
If you have to question your friend
did you ever really trust them to begin with?
If trust is lost, will you ever get it back?
Will you ever be close to that person again,
will you ever hear their secrets?
How will it ever be the same again?

I understand what you mean Sarah,truly understand. Haha,yeah,it's like an epiphany that just kicked me in my head so hard,like how Jon Heng popped the floorball on my leg and left a red spot. Tough as you put it,it seems like the only way to go if I want to continue surviving in this increasingly warped world. What separates one fucking extreme from the other? Nothing but a thin line,as thin as that of a feeble guitar string. Guess I have to wake up and be more realistic,instead of forever trying so desperately hard to see the good-and mostly,fucked-up superficial-sides of people,when their actions are so blatantly screaming in my face...Whatever happened to the simple fundamentals that used to help build strong friendships? Where did those fucking values go? Honesty,love,TRUST. Fucking trust. And with that comes the oh-so-evil betrayal...how apt that behind every virtue is bound to have a totally screwed "non-virtue". Fuck that. Fuck betrayals and betrayers alike. Just so they can be the first to-wow-sensationalise things? Yet cowardly hide their betraying countenances behind loads of bloody promises and vows? Fuck you,all yer cowards...

Enough of rolling in useless waves of self-realisation-time to live life the non-fantasy way...oh,but not before I complete the last thing I have and want so badly to do. Friday? It will come...bring your positive energy to me Sarah,and let's do it...no more face to throw away anyway...! XD