It's weird to have people greeting my leg before greeting me. It's almost as though it's a natural response to glance at my leg,before finally looking up and going,"Oh hi Michelle!" And for random people in school or on the streets,one glance is not enough,two or more can then whet their appetite of seeing pus-filled,blood-caked wounds. There are those who don't just glance,they STARE. It's like their eyes are pinned unmovingly on my leg,unflinching,unless they sense me staring back at them with a,"Yes? You got a problem with that?" look,or when I simply pass beyond their line of vision. *shakes her head*
Many thanks though,to those who showered their endless concern-Faith,who stops me from walking around too much,Xiang,who constantly wishes me,"Take care" in a very sad tone,and Siew for her warm messages. I will be fine guys,not to worry,and soon will be up and running crazily around again! :)
I have depression-I admit,
Admit that I have been depressed,
Thinking how much I wish I could be happy,
Thinking how much I want in life,
Thinking how much you can miss someone you love...
When I look back,
I can see how much this depression has been there in my life.
I need it to be fake,
I need it not to be true,
Yet again its true that I'm depressed,
and it makes me sad on the inside and the outside.
My depression has caused me to see how sad I can be,
How it makes me feel,
How it makes me think of cutting and suicide.
But,we are all humans,
And we have all have something to overcome.
I will overcome this depression once and for all,
I will fight back somehow!
This depression I will get rid of someday,
But for now,I have to deal with it.
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